Don't tell me.....

Don't tell me i should be like that.....
Don't try to use your opinion to judge me.....
I am not your doll that should follow what you said!
I just wanna be alone,i wanna escape from those stupid relationship!
What is friend?It is i must know everything about my friend?
What else if they not really like to let you know about their personal affairs?
Don't ask or care too much about others,they will be bored with you.
This is what i learn about relationship recently!
We are different so you won't understand my feeling right now!
Just keep your mouth shut if you don't understand me!


Did you turn off you light for 1 hour just now?
I did!!But i didn't off the light of yard,because i really scare robbers.....
And i watched tv,haha~Am i so bad?
I saw around 5 house turn thier light off in our area.
I felt so touch and glad when i saw everybody start to turn their light off.....
I though majority won't care about this earth hour!
Everybody please keep be concerned with the global warming,
don't make our earth disappear in cosmos!

Big day for big girl

Tuesday

Happy 21st birthday to my cute Reina!
We had made a little celebration to her in Neway, Puchong yesterday.
I was went back at 5pm,then fetch Dasin,Cassy,Joey n Reina to my house,
because my husband Shawn had to bath, he just came back from work.
We arrived Neway around 7.30pm, then we got the room 111,nice number.XD
Somebody was hungry and they took many food came back to room.

So we start to sing n scream,haha.I had sang some rock song with Cassy,how's cool!


That is not alcohol,lolz
We were went back home around 1am,everybody was tired after the crazy time.
Me n husband arrived home at 2pm.Tomorrow need to wake up at 7.15am n work......

Anyway,Everybody had fun yesterday night i think,
I was so happy together with my gang especially Cassy,
i was so surprise that she will sang those rock song with me!She really grow up!
And Reina sang not bad,but sometime she sang pitch too high XD

Girl in love

Yesterday i had a happy conversation with my best friend,Cassandra.
She gave me a super surprise,she was in love now!!
Oh my god,congratulation to this cute girl.
I never though that Cassy will be so happiness....
Em....i not means that she wont be in love in her life time,haha.
She called him as fiance....wow,how sweet they are!
Cassy told me their love story,i was so envy about it.
They journey is rough,but they had conquer it.
Cassy look so brave now,i hope i can be like her too,
Love without fear and worry,
and i saw Cassy was shining because love, it was so beautiful.

Then today Cassy brought something cute to me.
There was an angel drew on the handy craft pouch
and a rabbit girl key ring inside the pouch.
Thai hand-writing word behind that pound,it means friend forever.
Every time she went travel she must bought something special for me.
I'm so appreciate her gift,because it is meaningful to me.

Thanks for the lovely present and help me edit my blog just now.
She made me felt happy this two days.
Really thanks a lot,my dear.Hope can meet her sooner or later!

*By the way, i'm not relaxing now,haha.

bad day.....

Wednesday

Finally,the new staff is here......
She is my colleague's wife actually,
my boss hire her to take over my job.
Then i need to take over ms liew n mary job who going 2 give birth soon.
That is the 1st bad news i recieved when 1st day she came.....i get more job 2 do!
I not really like this new staff since i know what her husband told boss last time.
It's not fair to every staff n her salary higher than me!I hate it!!

Well,although i feel dislike,but i still wan to complete my mission.
I need to teach her some easy job 1st........but guess what?
She show me the disdain face 2 me,i really felt that......
i was dissapointed about that shit,she is wasting my time n my energy!
Nevermind,i told myself: Be patient,maybe just a wrong impression.
Wait and see what will happen in the next day.

After go back home,i attend the new jazz class with rinka n joey,
there is a substitute teacher for our class,something weird thing happen again.
The teacher teach us some very easy dance with a weird song....
That dance make me feel like kindergarden dance......
We really feel sleepy about it,what the hell was happen today.........

Thusday

Oh no,i cant be patient again,know wat?
She still show me that face!
I'm so boring to teaching her again since she make me felt
like she not intersting in this job!I hate a person like that!
I know im younger than you,but im not think that my experience in job will least than you!
She didnt respect me......so i tell ms khoo about it,she go to chat with her in afternoon.
The new staff said:this job was easy than my ex-job,i hope i can learn account.
What the..........you though account very easy huh?
She is too innocent........i really cant tahan her since she said this kind of bullshit!
If you not really want to work,please go away,dont keep waste our time!
Damn it,i really dislike to teach people anything!You may said im selfish.
Whatever,i dont hv so much time to explain my opinion to you.Im bad gal,ok?

Save me from my tears

Save me from my tears,let me out from this rainy day.
I want my sunshine back,i don't want heard those sad love song again.
Don't tell me that i'm deserve it,i hate the way you blame me.
My world is dampness,you make my heart so messy,
I can't c your face clearly and touch you although we stand so close.
Don't take back your love from me,you will take my breath away too.
We love each othe so much,but we hurt each other so much too.....

If i apologize,will we go back to those sweet time?
Don't leave me along in this cold world,
Plaese hug me,kiss me,touch me like before.....